Naega iron yegihan jeokitna
Icheonsamnyeon myot gaewol yeonseub mudaerul machigo
Membeodeuri chot shihambeul gapheuni haechiun urin
Icheonsanyeon idarui sinin sumanheun sininsang
Geugot manuero manjok halsuga obsotdeon urin
Deo isang chamji mothago manheungol baragi shijakhaetji
Icheon eonyeon ilbon jinchul hangeuko sochorom modungeosi suwol haljul arasseo
Cheot sigeul sacheon jangeul girokhago geutae beuto jasingameun churakhago marasseo
Dwijido anheun ireo
Maeil sokso hwisaman
Uril wihandan gam geumanin gam geumuroman
Jinachin godokgwa nunmulgwa bunno
Igosi uril hanaro mandeurotgo
Haengyona oteoniri isseodo heojiji maljamyeon
Neul hamkke hajamyeo
Sorago joheun myeondulman dalma gajamyeo
Maeum mogo dalreyonagan urin
Deudio oneunal geuthorok ganjeolhido baraewatdeon ilwiril hangoya
Gakja haendeuponeul jabgo gajogwa chingu ege yeonrakeul hangoya
Geunari dagaon goya
Geutaebuto modeungot duri jalpheulrigi sijakhaesseo
Myeot sibman myeonwi guknae sangiran sangeul dahwim sulgo ingirul silgamhaesseo
Nunmureun heureodo budeurobge ddorojineun gibun
Eoddeon gipeum sulpeumboda haengbokhaetdon iyu
Keutkaji pogi anhgo dalryeoun urin
Eoddeon ganghamboda gangham, yeokshi hanaraneun iyu
Imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
Meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heuril sudo obsojyo)
Jomjom do marajyo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
Hancham dalryeowatna
Saenggak chido muthan keunbyeoke garyeojigo
Ireohke eoduwotna raneun saenggake hancham moritsoe momurosseo
Hanbeoneun ureon iri isseosseo
Gal surok keojyeogamyeo nuroganeun biche
Honjaseoneun gamdang hal seu obtneun irigie
Yeojeone == geonne syeotdeon
[Philyeohan geosi isseumyeon == urineun onjena seoro gajoginaka
== philyohamyeon == bilryeora ija eobtneun joheun eunhaenginika]
Nan == yonggireul nayeo jeonhwareul goro buthakeul deuryeosseo
Wwonga neukimeun isang haesseojiman wiji halsu itneun jeonbu yeosseunika
Jomkeum doni otjiman urin yeongwonhi hamkehal geureon gajokinika
[== annya amuri == iraedo == chimyeon == andwae.
anim ijarado naerae? geurohdamyeon saenggak jom haebolkke]
Geumare neomu hwaga natjiman chamgo butageul dasi hanbeon deuryeosseo
Jeonhwareul keunheosseo
Heulleo naneun nunmureul meomchul suga eobseosseo
Naega geudongan mideowatdeon gajogi aniraneun saenggage honran seureowo jyeosseo
Urireul pilyoro haltaen gajog uriga pilyoro haltaen ==
Galsurog singihan ildeulman manhajyeo man ganeun gibun
Deudieo == naesseo daebageul mandeureo
Sangsangchido mothan == deuro dan sorie
Gabyeoun georo == euro == neul meotdeureo gasseo
== seoroda deultteun nunbicheuro seororeul maju boasseo (boasseo)
Yeolsimhi haetdamyeo seororeul chingchanhaesseo
Geudae badeun == maineoseu sacehon manhwonhi
Naega bon geosi jalmot bon geora saenggaghago dasi hwagineul haeboni
Modeun geoshi gyeongbida
Jenjang geu mandeon == gyeongbiro ppajyeotda?
Sinbal otbal eodeon gyeongbigi otgirae geu mandeon == ro daraga?
Domuji mideul suga obseosseo
=== == == == === jae == reul boyeondalrago haesseo
Ah aratdamyeo boyaejugetdamyeo
Geureohke myeot jangwi == gyeolguk je ilman haesseo
Shigani heureumyeon heureulsurok gunggeum jeungeun kkeojyeoga
== morireul moa saenggakhalsurok meoriman aphaga
Majimageuro han madiman deo handamyeonya
== wihae seonmul hangogeum == geu == romyeot == eul bakkeunya
Jeongmal jinsimeuro wihan == seonmuri eotnya
Gyeolguk == myeongwiro modu sadaga segeum juriryeoneun saenggak jeongmal muotgatda
Geuron wotgateun maindeuro yeojeon seonbaedeul geurohke == geonya
Imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
Meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
Jomjom do marasseo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
Imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
Meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
Jomjom do marajyo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
Geurae geurohke haetdachyeo. chakhan uriga jinachyeo julge
Geuraedo myeot nyeongan hamkke haeon uri gajokeul wihae ijeo julge
Geuraedo geugeon anijanha uriege halmareun aniotjanha
Majimak kkaji uril silmangsikiryeogo aju jakjongeul hangeonya?
Geolryeoun jeonhwae handaneun mari == jeongmal midgi himdereotda
Seonbaedeurui marirang ddoggata don == eun namgehago shipeotnya
== manhneun gajog ege naega == myeon motdwige == dwilgeoran mareulhan
== wi mari nan meoritseo eseo ddeo na jil anhneunda
Dweogdeo halmari manjiman i norae nagago
== wi dweogdeo urideureul gweropil saenggaghani jjajeungnaseo deoneun deo mothagesseo
Amuteun urin himdeureotjiman yeolsimhi jal saragago isseo
== gweropimedo jeongmal useulyeogo noryeoghago isseo
Igeon uriga sangpumeuroseoi nolyeogi jeoldae aniya
Iinganeuroseo naega jugneun nal
Huhwehago sipji anhdaneun nolyeogin geotppuniya
Geurae gyeolgugeun JYJ,
Eojewa naeil, harujongil saenggaghaebwado
Geudaewa jigeumwi chai reul neukkil su itneun 25, naui nai
Ije geuman peneul noheulyeogo hae
Geuraedo na jigeum maeumeun pyeonhae
Paenui sarangeul neukkil su isseuni
Maeum hankyeone ssahin jimeul teoreobeotilkkahae
Swiun iri eobtdajiman sog pyeonhae
Urin paeniran gajogeul gajyeoteunikka haengbokhae
Neul saenggaghae neohuil
Saranghae
Geureoni kkeutkkaji uri mideojul su itgetni
Saranghandago yaegihal su itgetni
Eonjekkajina urin nolyeoghalteni neul uri gyeote isseojul su itgetni
Ajig uriegen neohwideuri isseuni
Neohwi egen urideuri isseuni
Yaksokhae, modeungeol geolgo boyeojulkke
== urin JYJ
Imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
Meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
Jomjom do marajyo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
Imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
Meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
Jomjom do marasseo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
“Seongbyeogeul nopigo, mundo gudge dadatne
Sarangeun gusoghaji anhneun beobil ajanha
Sarangeun jayurobge nowajuneun geot
Geugeot dawin barajido anha
Geu banwi banwi bando mothan
Neohwideuri mandeun urineun
Yeongwonhan umuran gaeguri”
Ajik hago sipeun iyagiga manheunde
Oneureun yeogikkajiman halge
Korean:
내가 이런 얘기 한 적 있나?
2003년 몇 개월 연습무대를 마치고
멤버들이 첫 시합을 가뿐히 해치운 우린
2004년 이 달의 신인, 수많은 신인상
그것만으로 만족할 수가 없었던 우린
더 이상 참지 못하고 더 많은 걸 바라기 시작했지.
2005년 일본 진출, 한국에서처럼 모든 것이 수월할 줄 알았어.
첫 싱글, 4000장을 기록하고 그때부터 자신감은 추락하고 말았어.
되지도 않는 일어
매일 숙소와 회사만
우릴 위한다는 감금 아닌 감금으로만
지나친 고독과 눈물과 분노
이것이 우릴 하나로 만들었고
행여나 어떤 일이 있어도 헤어지지 말자며
늘 함께하자며
서로가 좋은 면들만 닮아가자며
마음먹고 달려나간 우린
드디어 어느 날 그토록 간절히도 바라왔던 1위를 한 거야.
각자 핸드폰을 잡고 가족과 친구에게 연락을 한 거야.
그날이 다가온 거야.
그때부터 모든 것들이 잘 풀리기 시작했어.
몇 십만 명의 국내 상이란 상은 다 휩쓸고 인기를 실감했어.
눈물은 흘러도 부드럽게 떨어지는 기분
어떤 기쁨, 슬픔보다 행복했던 이유
끝까지 포기 않고 달려온 우린
어떤 강함보다 강함, 역시 하나라는 이유
이미 변한 네게 (항상 그 자리에 설 수 없어요)
먼저 돌아설게 (항상 눈물 흘릴 수도 없었죠)
점점 더 멀어져가는 너의 이름만 불러볼게 (저 하늘 멀리 날 날려주세요)
한참을 달려왔나
생각지도 못한 큰 벽에 가려지고
이렇게 어두웠나라는 생각이 한참 머릿속에 머물렀어.
한번은 이런 일이 있었어.
갈수록 커져가는 늘어가는 빚에
혼자서는 감당할 수 없는 일이기에
예전에 ===== 건네셨던 말
[필요한 것이 있으면 === 우린 언제나 서로 가족이니까.
== 필요하면 ==== 빌려라, 이자 없는 좋은 은행이니까.]
란 == 용기를 내어 전화를 걸어 부탁을 드렸어.
뭔가 느낌은 이상했었지만 의지할 수 있는 전부였으니까.
좀 큰 돈이었었지만 우린 영원히 함께할 그런 가족이니까.
[=== 아무리 ==사장이라도 그 = ==== == == 간다.
아님, 이자라도 낼래? 그렇다면 생각 좀 해 볼게.]
그 말에 너무 화가 났지만 참고 부탁을 다시 한번 드렸어.
전화를 끊었어.
흘러나오는 눈물을 멈출 수가 없었어.
내가 그동안 믿어왔던 가족이 아니란 생각에 혼란스러워졌어.
우리를 필요로 할 땐 가족, 우리가 필요로 할 땐 ==.
갈수록 신기한 일들만 많아져가는 기분.
드디어 == 에서 대박을 만들어
상상치도 못한 몇 = == == 단 소리에
가벼운 걸음으로 === == 로 들어갔어.
== 명 서로 다 들뜬 눈빛으로 서로를 마주 보았어.
열심히 했다며 서로를 칭찬했어.
그때 받은 === 의 마이너스 4천만 원이
내가 본 것이 잘못 본 거라 생각하고 다시 확인을 해보니
모든 것이 경비다.
젠장, 그 많던 == 다 경비로 빠졌다.
신발! 어떤 경비였길래 그 많던 == 어디로 날아가?
도무지 믿을 수가 없어서
=== == == == ===를 보여달라고 했어.
알았다며 보여주겠다며
그렇게 몇 장의 ==== 결국 == == 채 일만 했어.
시간이 흐르면 흐를수록 궁금증은 커져가.
== 명 머리를 모아 생각하면 할수록 머리만 아파가.
마지막으로 한 마디만 더 한다면야
== 위해 선물한 고급 === 그 = 로 몇 = = 을 바꾸냐
정말 진심으로 == 위한 선물이었냐?
결국 == 명의로 모두 사다가 세금 줄이려는 생각 정말 무엇 같다.
== 그런 뭣 같은 마인드로 예전 선배들도 그렇게 == 거냐?
이미 변한 네게 (항상 그 자리에 설 수 없어요)
먼저 돌아설게 (항상 눈물 흘릴 수도 없었죠)
점점 더 멀어져가는 너의 이름만 불러볼게 (저 하늘 멀리 날 날려주세요)
이미 변한 네게 (항상 그 자리에 설 수 없어요)
먼저 돌아설게 (항상 눈물 흘릴 수도 없었죠)
점점 더 멀어져가는 너의 이름만 불러볼게 (저 하늘 멀리 날 날려주세요)
그래 그렇게 했다 쳐. 착한 우리가 지나쳐 줄게.
그래도 몇 년간 함께해 온 우리, 가족을 위해 잊어줄게.
그래도 그건 아니잖아, 우리에게 할 말은 아니었잖아.
마지막까지 우릴 실망시키려고 아주 작정을 한 거냐?
걸려온 전화에 한다는 말이 === 뒷담화 정말 믿기 힘들었다.
선배들의 말이랑 똑같아. 돈 = = 은 남게 하고 싶었냐?
==== 말한 가족에게 너희 == 면 못되게 === 거란 말을 한
그 == 의 말이 난 머릿속에서 떠나질 않는다.
더욱 더 할 말이 많지만 이 노래 나가고
=== 이 더욱 더 우리들을 괴롭힐 생각하니 짜증나서 더는 더 못하겠어.
아무튼 우린 힘들지만 열심히 잘 살아가고 있어.
==== 괴롭힘에도 정말 웃으려고 노력하고 있어.
이건 우리가 상품으로서의 노력이 절대 아니야.
인간으로서 내가 죽는 날
후회하고 싶지 않다는 노력인 것뿐이야.
그래 결국은 JYJ.
어제와 내일, 하루종일 생각해봐도
그때와 지금의 차이를 느낄 수 있는 25, 나의 나이
이제 그만 펜을 놓으려고 해.
그래도 나 지금 마음은 편해.
팬의 사랑을 느낄 수 있으니......
마음 한켠에 쌓인 짐을 털어버릴까 해.
쉬운 일이 없다지만 속 편해.
우린 팬이란 가족을 가졌으니까 행복해.
늘 생각해 너흴......
사랑해.
그러니 끝까지 우리 믿어줄 수 있겠니.
사랑한다고 얘기할 수 있겠니.
언제까지나 우린 노력할 테니 늘 우리 곁에 있어줄 수 있겠니.
아직 우리에겐 너희들이 있으니
너희에겐 우리들이 있으니
약속해, 모든 걸 걸고 보여줄게.
우린 JYJ.
이미 변한 네게 (항상 그 자리에 설 수 없어요)
먼저 돌아설게 (항상 눈물 흘릴 수도 없었죠)
점점 더 멀어져가는 너의 이름만 불러볼게 (저 하늘 멀리 날 날려주세요)
이미 변한 네게 (항상 그 자리에 설 수 없어요)
먼저 돌아설게 (항상 눈물 흘릴 수도 없었죠)
점점 더 멀어져가는 너의 이름만 불러볼게 (저 하늘 멀리 날 날려주세요)
성벽을 높이고 문도 굳게 닫았네
사랑은 구속하지 않는 법이라잖아
사랑은 자유롭게 놓아주는 것
그것따윈 바라지도 않아
그 반의 반의 반도 못한
너희들이 만든 우리는 영원한 우물 안 개구리
(뮤지컬 ‘모차르트’ 중에서)
아직 하고 싶은 이야기가 더 많은데
오늘은 여기까지만 할게.
Eng Translation:
Have I told you this kind of story before?
In 2003, we completed a few months of probation period,
And we finished our first task with ease.
In 2004, we were employees of the month, And achieved many best results,
But we couldn’t be satisfied with those alone.
We weren’t able to endure anymore and we started wishing for more things.
In 2005 we branched overseas, and we thought it would be easy like how it was in Korea.
For our first challenge, we recorded our worst results and from then on, our confidence dropped.
A languge we couldn’t even speak,
Everyday, we stayed at the place we were living at and our company
They said it was for our own sake and that that imprisonment was not an imprisonment.
Extreme loneliness, tears, rage;
All of these made us united as one.
Even if anything were to happen by chance,
We said that we would not leave each other…
While saying that we would only resemble each other’s good side,
We made up our minds and ran off.
Finally, one day, we achieved the best like how we had earnestly wished for.
We each took our handphones and contacted our family and friends.
That day was approaching,
From then on, everything started turning out well.
Selling tens of thousands of records and winning every award, we felt our results.
Even though tears flowed, it felt like they fell gently.
Because compared to any kind of sadness, we were happy.
Till the end, we do not give up and come running.
Strength greater than any other strength. As expected, because we were one.
You who have already changed (I can’t always stay there.)
I will turn my back on you first (It wasn’t possible to just keep on crying.)
You, who are going further away from me gradually, I will just call your name. (Please fly me far Away to that sky)
Running for a while,
Covered by a huge wall beyond imagination
The thought “Has it always been this dark” remained in my head for a while
Such a thing happened once
Business expenses which were increasing,
Debts which kept increasing
Something that I couldn’t handle on my own
This is something our boss said to us in the past
If you need anything, just say it, since we will always be family.
Whatever you need, just say it== Those words gave me courage
And I made a phone call to ask for a favour
Though I felt something strange,
Because he was someone I could rely on,
Because they were a family which would be together with us forever,
I gathered the courage to request the favour,
But what I received was just a cold rejection.
Though I was very angry with his reply, I held it in and requested for the favour again.
He hung up.
I couldn’t stop the tears which flowed.
I was in a state of confusion over the thought that they weren’t the family that I had believed they were for that period.
When he needed us, we were family, When we needed him, we were strangers.
It felt that as time went by, more amazing things happened.
Hearing that we had finally created success overseas
And achieved results which we never imagined we would,
I entered the office with light steps on our pay day.
We members looked at each other with excited gazes while facing each other.
We praised each other saying that we had worked hard.
But the accounts statement we received at that time recorded that we were at a deficit.
Thinking that I had seen wrongly, I tried verifying again,
Everything were expenses.
Damn, How could that huge amount have been solely used to cover the expenses?
What kind of expenses? Where did that huge sum of money fly to?
I couldn’t believe it at all
So I requested that they show me the detailed statement of the accounts which I had never calculated before.
They said they understood and they would show it to me,
But in the end, I never saw those pieces of paper and only worked.
As time went by, my curiosity grew.
The more we put our heads together to think about it, the more we got a headache.
Lastly, if I were to say just one more thing,
Those things which we did for the company, Were they truly meant for the company?
Ok, Let’s just say that they were. We are kind and will overlook it.
For us and the company, who have been together for many years, we will forget it.
Even so, that wasn’t right. Those weren’t words you should be saying to us.
You who have already changed (I can’t always stay there.)
I will turn my back on you first (It wasn’t possible to just keep on crying.)
You, who are going further away from me gradually, I will just call your name. (Please fly me far Away to that sky)
You who have already changed (I can’t always stay there.)
I will turn my back on you first (It wasn’t possible to just keep on crying.)
You, who are going further away from me gradually, I will just call your name. (Please fly me far Away to that sky)
Did you really plan to disappoint us right till the very end?
From the calls I received, You talked behind the team member’s back. It was really hard to trust you.
It was exactly as what the seniors had said.
Did you want to keep the people who make money for you?
He said the family which we talked about in the company would make things difficult for us if we were to leave to company.
Those words by that senior could not leave my head.
Though there is more that I want to say, when this song gets out,
There would be someone who would torment us. Thinking of this makes me frustrated and I don’t think I can continue.
In any case, though it is tough, we are working hard to live well.
Despite someone tormenting us, we are working hard to really smile.
This is definitely not an effort which we made just for a product.
This is an effort made because as a human,
On the day that I die, I do not want to have any regrets.
Yes, in the end it is JYJ.
Yesterday and Today, though I thought for a whole day,
I am able to feel the difference between then and now at 25, my age.
Now I will put down my pen.
Even so, my heart is at ease.
Because I can feel the fans’ love…
I did it because I thought I would be able to empty the pile of burdens I had in my heart.
Though nothing is easy, I am at ease inside.
We are happy because we have a family which is you fans.
I am always thinking of you all…
I love you.
So, will you be able to believe in us till the end?
Will you be able to say that you love us?
Since we will work hard till forever, will you be able to be at our side.
Since, to us, you are still here,
And to you, we are here.
I promise, I will hang out everything and show it to you.
Yes, we are JYJ.
You who have already changed (I can’t always stay there.)
I will turn my back on you first (It wasn’t possible to just keep on crying.)
You, who are going further away from me gradually, I will just call your name. (Please fly me far Away to that sky)
You who have already changed (I can’t always stay there.)
I will turn my back on you first (It wasn’t possible to just keep on crying.)
You, who are going further away from me gradually, I will just call your name. (Please fly me far Away to that sky)
“You have raised the castle walls and closed the door firmly too.
They say that love is not an imprisonment.
Love is releasing someone to be free.
I don’t even wish for such things.
We, made by you, are not even half of half of half of that,
And will forever be frogs in a well.”
(Excerpt from Musical Mozart)
Though there are still many things I want to talk about,
I will stop here today.
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